I feel so foolish, irresponsible, yet ecstatic. Thejsun and I decided to work things through, but slowly. It's only been a week, but it felt like a month since I have spoken with him. I am elated and confident with my decision, but at the same time I feel silly to have even made a decision in the first place that I was so set on only to change it a week later. I realize I was careless and I gave up too soon, too fast out of anger and distress. I believe we can make this work I also feel odd for creating a post explaining my side of things, but I wanted to express how grateful I am for everyone's support. You all know who you are. Thank you.